Saturday, August 30, 2008 @ 6:21 AM
tis few daes so called quarrel with my mom...she choose to believe other ppl then to believe her own daughter then i have nothing to sae...she sae if i dun tell her the truth she will sever ties with me...fine...since she dun wan me as her daughter then wat for i wan her as my mom...for the past 12 years i was stupid to let her beat let her scold but i wont be tat stupid anymore she sae if she take her luggage bag and leave she will not turn back then ask us not to say sorry or cry when she leave...i rather be sad for one day better then be sad for 365 days....and since got ppl saw mi and mi sis toking to a man then y onli ask me y onli punish me...if wan ask wan punish should punish and ask both of us but y onli me....forget it for the past fews years it has been like tat...the hatred i have for her is accumlated each time she treat me unfairly ...it has been 12 years...i m sure that given 1 more year i will surely rebell...rebelling has always not been wat i wanted but i have no choice as tis is wat she force me to do and once i rebell it would be worst then anyone else...i now also dunno wat she wan to do to me who knows maybe tomorrow she and i will no longer have any thing to do with each other...
