Friday, August 15, 2008 @ 1:29 AM
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finally all test finish le...but dunno y i dun feel happy at all...instead i feel sad , disappointed and angry...sad cus i nv seem to learn my lesson the things tat i regretted is getting more and more i nv know how to grap hold of the opportunities that r reachable and that are just in front of me instead i let it go...now even seeing u two toking together or walking side by side or when i turn my head and seeing how close u two are seatting makes me regretted even more and makes me feel sad and also jealous...but i cant blame anyone but myself...I HATE MYSELF
disappointed cus u nv accept my invitation...maybe i add it wrongly or there are other reason tat make u decline my invitation...i m waiting for u to accept it..waiting 4ever
angry with myself for letting history repeat itself...i ever tell myself tat i wont let history repeat itself nv in my life but in the end it stil happen...thats y i say life is soo UNPREDICTABLE...i nv know wat will happen next...will i ever have the courage to tell you?? will i ever have the courage to tok to u like a friend?
i will nv know...